I’ve noticed I often promise to write something special, yet I’ve never kept that promise. And I don’t intend to do it this time. I’ve been postponing this for too long, four months to be exact, and publishing that now won’t make any sense; it could only be a waste of time.
I’m normal again, rational, but not quite the way I used to be. There’s some subjectivity in my judging now – it’s necessary for the survival of human race and for my wellbeing.
It seems like I only needed people with whom I could be myself completely and finding them caused a revolution in me. The kind of revolution that will happen when they accept the holographic universe theory. Change of paradigms.
You may be wondering why the fuck am I writing this post in English. That’s a part of the promise which I’m going to fulfill. My Croatian is on an academic level, I’m able to work as a lector and thus practicing it isn’t necessary anymore. I will, of course, still write posts in Croatian, especially if I see that number of visits starts to fall (I hope it won’t!).
One thing annoying me is that many sentences in English start with personal pronouns, which is something I tried to avoid as much was passible while writing in Croatian. Well, maybe, except when I was being egocentric, writing only about myself.
Yes, I started writing about my new Friday and Saturday crew. We talk about anything you could possibly imagine, and even more. And we decided to squat an atomic shelter, but I have a problem. First I tought I could melt the door with hydrochloric acid, but then I figured out the damage would be too big. Then I decided to abrade the lock, but then I figured out it’s impossible. Now, I have to break the lock open, which is something I was never interested in so I don’t have appropriate tools. Any help?